What Would I Want to Say

What would I want to say today, if I had something to say?

Okay, so that makes no sense, I realize that. It was just a statement I had to make.

I’ve had a fine day today. Last night I forced myself to stay up and finish a scene I had been agonizing over all day. Remarkably enough, it took sitting down with a pad of paper, and of all things, a pencil, to get it done.

It is so odd and a bit annoying that I can seem to write those difficult scenes easier whe I am literally on the verge of falling asleep! Perhaps this means I think about them too much. Last night I finished the “moment”, and then closed my eyes just for a second and woke up half an hour later with the pencil still in my hand.

But, it got written, and for that I’m happy. It was actually readable and worked! It needed a bit of polish, but I think it was pretty much what I was aiming for. So, yay me. Hee.