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pain is twistng at my inside like so vile creature.
pulling and tearing.
i feel so raw.
i can't change it
can't fix
can't even rage against it
i am alone in it
and that can't change
broken hearted sounds so cliche
it doesn't tell the truth
the sickness in my chest so strong
it steals my hunger
steals my sleep
steals my very thoughts
away from joyful things
oh God i cannot stand it
how do i still function?
how am i still breathing
it hurts to breathe
how how how
and yet i just do